This weekend I had the opportunity to dabble in a space of separation. I found it quite interesting because, as a spiritual intuitive, my connection to Spirit is usually pretty strong. I show up as Love and let the Divine Light within do the rest.
However, things shifted this past week in all areas of my life. As I watched my life slip out of balance, I felt myself slip into separation.
Perhaps you’ve had a similar experience. Your work life gets more hectic than usual, robbing you of the energy it takes to get to the gym, clean your house, or spend time in spiritual practice. Time you’ve carefully cultivated to take care of you gets lost to the desperate calls from friends and family who need your love and support. A winter storm slows everything down, adding one to two hours to your drive time. Your refrigerator is empty, so you munch on chips as you throw a load of laundry in so as not to have to wear your birthday suit to work the next day.
Because you’re prayed-up, you handle these life domain shifts well … until the third night of not sleeping. Then it all hits. You find yourself in tears for no reason, feeling deserted by a God that really doesn’t love you as much as you’d like to believe or he’d make everything better.
When I woke up this morning for the third day in a row at 2:45, I felt a flood of anger and fear wash over me. Not again, I thought. A text from a friend helped shift my perspective.
“How are you?” I asked.
“I’m doing well, loving my relationship with Spirit.”
“Glad to hear that. I’m struggling a bit with mine. Keep me in your prayers.”
“You are okay – just make the choice right now that you are not separated from God.”
That’s when it all shifted for me. It’s a choice we make day-to-day, sometimes moment-to-moment. Separation or Oneness.
With that note, I made the conscious choice to step back into Oneness and quietly opened to feel it fully. The morning unfolded with a beautiful message from Rev. Cynthia followed by a spiritual mind treatment prayer from a dear friend and colleague. Tears and time later, I stepped back into my Divine Light and felt my connection to the One lock in place like a completed jigsaw puzzle. It washed away the cares of this world and opened me to give and receive Love.
I invite you to make a conscious choice to step into Oneness. Let the cares of your world go. Allow your Divine Light to guide all your life domains so that you become a place of Love for the world. After all, truly, “All we need is love …”